{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Meditation Magazine","provider_url":"https:\/\/www.meditationmag.com\/blog","author_name":"Sarah J Vine","author_url":"https:\/\/www.meditationmag.com\/blog\/author\/sarahjvine\/","title":"How My Sexual Awakening Has Catapulted My Spiritual Connection. - Meditation Magazine","type":"rich","width":600,"height":338,"html":"<blockquote class=\"wp-embedded-content\" data-secret=\"4vEWVkrf0F\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.meditationmag.com\/blog\/sexual-awakening\/\">How My Sexual Awakening Has Catapulted My Spiritual Connection.<\/a><\/blockquote><iframe sandbox=\"allow-scripts\" security=\"restricted\" src=\"https:\/\/www.meditationmag.com\/blog\/sexual-awakening\/embed\/#?secret=4vEWVkrf0F\" width=\"600\" height=\"338\" title=\"&#8220;How My Sexual Awakening Has Catapulted My Spiritual Connection.&#8221; &#8212; Meditation Magazine\" data-secret=\"4vEWVkrf0F\" frameborder=\"0\" marginwidth=\"0\" marginheight=\"0\" scrolling=\"no\" class=\"wp-embedded-content\"><\/iframe><script>\n\/*! This file is auto-generated *\/\n!function(d,l){\"use strict\";l.querySelector&&d.addEventListener&&\"undefined\"!=typeof URL&&(d.wp=d.wp||{},d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage||(d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage=function(e){var t=e.data;if((t||t.secret||t.message||t.value)&&!\/[^a-zA-Z0-9]\/.test(t.secret)){for(var s,r,n,a=l.querySelectorAll('iframe[data-secret=\"'+t.secret+'\"]'),o=l.querySelectorAll('blockquote[data-secret=\"'+t.secret+'\"]'),c=new RegExp(\"^https?:$\",\"i\"),i=0;i<o.length;i++)o[i].style.display=\"none\";for(i=0;i<a.length;i++)s=a[i],e.source===s.contentWindow&&(s.removeAttribute(\"style\"),\"height\"===t.message?(1e3<(r=parseInt(t.value,10))?r=1e3:~~r<200&&(r=200),s.height=r):\"link\"===t.message&&(r=new URL(s.getAttribute(\"src\")),n=new URL(t.value),c.test(n.protocol))&&n.host===r.host&&l.activeElement===s&&(d.top.location.href=t.value))}},d.addEventListener(\"message\",d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage,!1),l.addEventListener(\"DOMContentLoaded\",function(){for(var e,t,s=l.querySelectorAll(\"iframe.wp-embedded-content\"),r=0;r<s.length;r++)(t=(e=s[r]).getAttribute(\"data-secret\"))||(t=Math.random().toString(36).substring(2,12),e.src+=\"#?secret=\"+t,e.setAttribute(\"data-secret\",t)),e.contentWindow.postMessage({message:\"ready\",secret:t},\"*\")},!1)))}(window,document);\n\/\/# sourceURL=https:\/\/www.meditationmag.com\/blog\/wp-includes\/js\/wp-embed.min.js\n<\/script>\n","thumbnail_url":"https:\/\/www.meditationmag.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/sarah-j-vine-sexual-awakening-1.jpeg","thumbnail_width":1200,"thumbnail_height":680,"description":"The common thread in spiritual awakening is in the \u2018losing of oneself\u2019 and becoming one with the cosmos. \u201cDeny the self if you want to reach enlightenment\u201d is in the teaching of Buddhism. Although this practice has many advantages, knowing what I know now, I am leaning away from this idea.&nbsp; It\u2019s not about ego, [&hellip;]"}